Everything Under the Sun

Being with my friends this weekend, having the time of my life in an incredible place with sincere people, having experiences I’ve never had and may never have again, brought to the surface things I thought I’d conquered. Like seeing an ex girlfriend whom you thought you were over and then realize you’re not. And you wonder if you were ever over her or if you just forgot. And then you wonder if you’ll ever get over her or you’ll just forget. And then you wonder if you ever actually get over anything or if you just forget. Thoughts like being alone for extended periods of time for the sake of your career. Or thoughts like where you wanted to live. Thoughts on sacrificing social life for self improvement. Thoughts like how much time had passed since you lived in that 3 bedroom apartment in Gainesville with your two best friends. Or how long it’d been since you experienced true love from a companion. Thoughts on how long it might be until you see them again or experience that again. ...