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Am I Worthy?

I ask myself, am I worthy? 
As prospect dawns and opportunity arises,
I wonder, have I taken the right journey?
Do I deserve it? 
When the conversation strikes and the truth emerges,
Did I earn it? 
Suddenly I lash out, and question the questioner;
You, who know nothing of my character, 
Will be judge, juror and executioner?
And should the gavel deem irredeemable, 
What then, for this man in the mirror?
What then, am I to do with this fear?
And then a calm comes over me, and answers appear.
I remember the nights I clutched my gut in despair. 
And I remember the decisions I made without anyone near.
Deep in my heart I know my intentions are sincere.
I leave the question of my worth to the wisdom of years,
And let my actions speak louder than the words in your ears.





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